1, 2, 3....And i'm caught in between.

Gawwd.
I bought this $23 dress, which comes with a guarantee that i won't look as glam or pretty as anyone else this sunday's mass.
The one i like is $109 and i figured that's abit too expensive since i just made mummy pay $160 to replace my retainers which i lost for the 3rd time. ($160 x3.............?! zomg)

And guess what.
The $23 dress cost $3 in the end because mummy has 4 $10 vouchers! Whoohoo.
i thought i made the right decision.

Until i saw my $109 dress. And it had 20% discount. And mummy had $40 vouchers.
And i already bought the stupid $3 dress. Which can't be refunded/xchanged.

I think i froze for at least 10 secs before i went nuts.

this is just insane cruelty.
Why did i have to see that $109 dress right after i bought something else!
And that something else is no where as nice as the $109 dress!
And $3 dress!
$3!!
CHEAPSKATE OR WHAT MAN.
$3...........................................omg.

I'm dreading sunday...
Evryone else is gonna be so dressed up with their $109ish worth of clothing on them!
whaaaaaaaaaaat the hellllllllllllllllllll.


Maybe i should dress up as a guy. which was my original plan ^^
Yes, no?
Yes........ tempting.

Oh wait, church abit sensitive about gender issues right? alamak HOW.
zzz.

I mean it.

Today's not a good day.

I promised that i'd sleep early so i can get up early so i can help my sis, but.
I was suppose to wake up at 6 plus to help Jodie get ready for her first ever performance on a real stage, but i did not.
She was suppose to be in school at 7.45am but i woke up at 730.
I tied her hair and did her make up.
But i was so sleepy, and i was so grouchy.
i kept snapping at everyone when i was the one at fault.
i truly hate myself for doing that. who the hell do you think you are, ju!?
I wanted so much to go back to sleeep, and i did everything half-heartedly.
I almost forgot eyeliner until Jodie reminded me.
And, i totally forgot to draw her eyebrows or smack some lipgloss.


After finishing, i immediately went back to sleep.
And so, i missed her performance.
I missed my very own sister's first ever big performance.
Nice one, ju. Well done.
You must feel pretty awesome right now.

Mummy tried to film it down, but the camera died.



Gah, jodie!
Jie Jie is damn sorry okay!
And you look super pretty after your teacher helped touch up ALOT on your make up and with your shiny costume :D
I think you were scared of me when i was so short with you this morning, I'M SORRY OKAY.
And i don't know if you are sad that i didn't go watch BUT I AM OKAY.
And you always wanna come and watch me dance.....................................D:

OHMYGOSH I'MMA SUCKY JIE JIE. bleagh.
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And i miss my old maid.
She was so... like Jodie and i.
All three of us like disney shows and nickelodeon and cute guys.
And we're always screaming at the cute guys on the tv and on my computer and on the magazines.
And she knows what food i like.
And she always asks me before i go out "Jie jie take your handphone alr? retainers box? water bottle? ballet shoe? ez-link card? wallet?"

At the airport, one moment she was:

and the next, she was:

I don't know why i didn't cry when she left.
Oh man, it must be because i was too sleepy.
(sleepy again!!)
i think Jodie is missing her like hell.
She's even kind of evil to the new maid because. you know.
Okay i don't know.

Maybe...maybe after some time, it'll all be better.
Everyone will like the new maid and the new maid will like us. YAY.
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Oh and i'm starting to panic. Confirmation is this sunday.
And i haven't got my white dress.
Do you know it is damn tough to find a white dress that is age appropriate, nice and at the same time conservative (because it's church, you know. No bare shoulders or back or not too short blahblah)!? It is damn hard i tell you. I shopped until feet pain.And all the nice dresses are in EVERY COLOUR OTHER THAN WHITE. it's damn irritating i tell you.
There's one white dress that i tried though, (among all the thousands) at $109. And it's only nice when worn with a belt. It shall be in my reserve pile. ^^
But really, tomorrow, i'm gonna go look for one and PLEASE LET ME FIND A NICE ONE!
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Okay, not one thing has been checked off my to-do-during-the-holidays-to-make-it-worthwhile list.
gah.

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Don't fall sick.
Fall sick.
Don't fall sick.
Fall sick.
Fall? Or not?
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Isn't this kinda funny and cute? :D

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And chelsea won.

Whatever man u.

Rushed to meet Rishon and Deon to catch....My Sister's Keeper :D

No, actually that should have been a sad face because it was such a sad movie!!

We were crying non-stop and it was really hard to breathe with a block nose in the cold theatre!

Go watch it! Especially people (ahem ahem) who never or hardly cry and wants to! *smirks* (inside joke)

Then, we went to Daiso and i bought stuff for the halloween party later at Jonah's :D

Saw alot of things i was so tempted to buy but... gah. I'll go daiso shopping again. it's crazy cheap i cannot stand it!

So de went off for dance, and Shon went to eat Just Acia. I don't know why i wasn't hungry. I only ate one piece of roti prata egg and a cup of milo dinosaur earlier that day. Oh wait, is tht alot? ha ha.

but i did spill all the emo stuff that's been going on lately to her. i think i spoilt the joyful mood we were supposed to be in man. Sorry!! Maybe i was affected by The Sister's Keeper or something :S

Then we went to cam whore! Until these 3 girls came and started to smoke.

So we coughed away and tried to find another spot.

until i realised it was 330 and i had church class at 4 at SENGKANG. we were at dohby!

thank god at least purple line.

And then on the way to sengkang...
judith: slept.
rishon: took photos

while waiting for the bus from sengkang to church....

judith: took photos

rishon: took photos

on the bus to church.........

judith: slept

rishon: took photos

haha poor shon. no one to take photos with except sleeping me.

she said that there were uncles staring at her 'wtf is she taking photos of her friend sleeping?'

HAHA!

and i was really sleeepy D: have beeen sleeeeping really late these few nights ha ha so it caught up with me.

church class was more boring than usual. thank god i had rishon to accompany me. she was so funny :D

then we chionged to my home and...................took photos.

gah, Rishon is webcam freak. Even though my webcam is the noobest shiz, she just webcams non-stop.

"i like blurr photos!" ha ha, shon you damn cute.

me playing fb and not caring about her, ops:

then we started getting ready for the halloweeen party :D It wasn't much but ha ha.

Cutting up a sock bought from daiso:

okay at this point, i realised there are a few pictures i didn't save from Rishon's camera. what the hell blame it on msn. okay better not. later msn rebel the next time we share photos.

ew my crooked teeeth! did i put braces or not!?!? gosh. wasted! :$


okay i look stupid here but rishon looks cool :D
i drew that awesome tear drop okay!


deon joined us again at the party!
she came as a.... those girls on the farm i think.
zach was like "oh she looks like those girls who yodle!"
HAHAHAHAH okay sorry.



HAHA JIN KAI YOU OWNZ.


zach is damn cute.i drew the black circle and shon did the scars :D


HAHAHAHAH.



looks real right..........

FINALLY THE PART OF THE PARTY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR!! PSP!!!!
naruto :D
i miss it already D:

we played fifa tooooooooo!
and here's me looking super unglam!



oh my gosh when i look at this picture my face is seriously @.@!!!!
and i think i should not scream so loudly when i play. shon said her ears almost died.

woah judith you watch performance cannot shut up, during fb games cannot stop swearing, during psp cannot stop screaming, you damn noisy la!

but i'm so gonna save up for psp seriously.
I no social life also nevermind.
what am i talking about, i already have no social life.
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or i'll die during the holidays.





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Wow, this post took forever to finish.

I'm not gonna miss church next Sunday.

Gosh I'm so angry.

Some lame ass 6year old actually made everyone gang up against my sister!?
What did my sister do to you!?
As in seriously, Jodie herself doesn't even know what she did that made her GOOD FRIEND let me say that again, GOOD FRIEND turn against her.

And my poor sister, who loves church class, whispered to my mum 'i don't want to go for church class anymore....'
Shit you, seriously. the period when kids stop liking church class is when they think they have "better" priorities than church which is not at 6 years old. At 6 years old, they should be enjoying church class.

Do you know that my sister actually drew a card and wants to give it to you Next Sunday!?
I want to stop her because i don't want her to feel even worse if you scoff at her card or whatever.

But i won't stop her. Because i want her to solve her own problems, and i want you to feel guilty and i want someone to see tht card so they can ask you 'HAVE WHAT WE'VE BEEN TEACHING YOU EVERY SUNDAY IS TO BULLY A FELLOW FRIEND!?'

Do you know that i only know about this because my mum told me?
Jodie didn't tell me. She doesn't dare. She's embarrassed to tell me.
Can you imagine how she feels!?
I feel sad that she doesn't want to tell me and i can't admit to her that i know because she made my mum promise not to tell me.

I can't believe you're just a 6 year old. And you've influenced the other girls in the class to ignore my sister.
Can i say that when you grow up, you'll be a low class bitch who'd probably have friends who doesn't care for you (those he commands move only in command, nothing in love. Macbeth) and that your mum has and is not doing a good job in bringing you up. SHAME ON YOU, MOTHER OF STUPID 6 YEAR OLD BULLY. okay la, maybe not the mother's fault..............................................whatever. i don't care.

I feel stupid and lame. I'm 15. and i'm ranting about some 6 year old.
So, as much as i wanna pull her hair out and show her knickers to all the boys in her class, i'll not.
because i'll become the bully. And it's in church. And this incident will make my sister stronger.
in case she meets someone like you when she's elder.

But then again, maybe i'll tell your mummy.
And i'll make sure you get into serious shit.
or the priest.
or the teacher.
or all three of them.
*evil smirks.

Not easy okay.

I have to stop talking during performances or no one would want to sit beside me.
And i seriously thought only jess, sitting beside me, could hear me.

Okay on monday, Paloma's performance.
I'm going to shut up.
(Gulps)

Patron Tequila

FINALLY met up with Wenqing after what felt like years.

Caught up with each other but there's just so much more we have NOT updated each other  D:.

But it's okay, we HAVE to meet up again cause i owe her money HA HA HA.

We went to watch CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS and it was a good movie! :D

There were funny parts and teary parts and yummy foood parts and irritating mayor parts... :D

 Another accomplishment i did was to have sakae buffet with bevin!

And we have wanted to go ever since OBS which was at the start of last year!?

How we did NOT do this earlier is still a mystery.

But you know what hunts me the most?

Let me tell you what hunts me the most.

The both of us ate 24 plates of sushi.

That's 12 for the each of us.

12, so 24 sushis. One person.

please take a moment to imagine 24 sushis.

it's crazy alot.

The only reason we could take so many plates was tht we actually dabao-ed  the rice.

For alot of the sushi, we didn't eat the rice but secretly put it into our lunchboxes when no one was looking.

i know, we're such cheaterbugs.

We were laughing at how embarrassing it would be if we got caught.

Oh and playing "Tell me one thing about yourself" is so funny.

You should play it too when you're bored.

You will discover many things about your friends/family.

That sakae buffet may have bloated us up like puffer fish but it was hella fun. :D

Oh and here's a picture that puts me off. greatly.

That's chemistry btw.

You're a hot mess.

Wow, today was scary!

A boy from my school actually managed to somehow twist this glass door's handle and the whole freaking glass dooor broke on him! His wrists and the back of his neck were bleeding and an ambulance came. Drama right.

I'm telling you, i never realised that our tabula rasa glass door is actually blue in colour and it looks really pretty in pieces all over the floor. Shiny and sparkly and bling bling!

Hope Thaddeus is alright :S!
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Today we had this workshop that lasted for 6 HOURS.
I was totally dreading it. I didn't understand.
Why did it have to be 6hours!?!?
That means we end at 830pm ogay!!

Now i know. Because it's so mighty fun, anything less than that would be a crime.
It's so so so so so so fun.
Education has never been more fun.
What the hell i'm still shocked from how fun that was.

So so, remember i mentioned i wanna have a halloween party!?
Scratch that. I wanna have a something party with us playing Mr Hill's games!
How about that huh huh huh??!!
I'm sure those who went for the workshop would come right!?
OH MY GOSH JESSICA LET'S DO THIS!!!
(and there's this voice screaming this will not work out.)

(diam)